Eye of the Mountain
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Writing about breaking into reality.
Essays, memoir and poetry on attention, grief, belonging and aliveness. What does it take to live beyond survival and projection? How do we move towards participation and thriving?
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The Last Sacrifice
Examines the final difficulty of trauma recovery: relinquishing not only the wounded identity but the heroic healer built around it. Healing completes itself by surrendering its place at the center of life.
The Ladder of Yes, But
Maps the bargaining stages by which a survival-oriented self resists surrender, revealing how transformation can become another defense against simply living.
Post Doing
Tracks the mind’s reflex to answer uncertainty with activity, then imagines identity and safety no longer dependent on productivity, explanation, or measurable progress.
The Underwhelming End of Urgency
Captures the anticlimactic shift from demanding explanations in order to feel safe to discovering safety directly. As urgency ends, excessive analysis becomes noise rather than rescue.
Language Fails
Places embodied contact beyond representation, arguing that touch can communicate a depth of recognition and repair that images and language cannot hold.
Constipained
Addresses neglected pain as an inner child whose unmet experience has become a chronic bodily contraction. Compassionate witnessing allows the body to stop bracing around what it once had to hold alone.
Violent Pleasure
Stages joy as a threatening sensation that a trauma-shaped body must learn to tolerate, exposing how even pleasure can provoke resistance when suffering feels safer.
Just Everything
Critiques a modern life fragmented by screens, stimulation, productivity, and individualism. Against that division, it insists that human survival and aliveness depend on recovering felt membership in bodies, rooms, communities, and the living world.
Baseline Human
Contrasts ordinary regulation with spiritual or performative ideals, proposing stillness, presence, embodiment, and mutuality as signs of being healed enough to live.
Erotic Charge
Distinguishes erotic vitality from compulsion by holding desire together with consent, limitation, and choice. Its charged freedom comes from a yes that retains access to no, and wanting without turning want into need.
Stuck in an Inhale
Uses the held breath as an image of a survival identity that no longer needs to be maintained, inviting the body to exhale and let an obsolete self end.
Precious
Defines valuing as a quality of sustained attention: holding gently, becoming curious, protecting without grasping, and allowing delight. What is precious becomes vivid through the manner in which it is attended to.