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Theme · Grief

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01
Poetry1 min readMay 26, 2026

Worshiping Absence

Missing Out on Aliveness

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02
Memoir5 min readMay 4, 2026

A Brush with Death

And the Peek Beyond

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03
Poetry1 min readMarch 13, 2026

Alive in a Fantasy

Spreading Death

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04
Poetry1 min readMarch 3, 2026

Accumulating Inevitability

Without Effort

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05
Poetry1 min readOctober 30, 2025

Faking of the Faking

Of the Faking

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06
Essay7 min readShaping Water · 3September 30, 2025

Resurrecting the Lost Technology of Grief

Shaping Water (part 3)

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07
Memoir3 min readShaping Water · 2September 29, 2025

Murder of Innocence

Shaping Water (part 2)

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08
Poetry2 min readSeptember 25, 2025

You call it a wasteland?

I’m gonna waste it, baby.

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09
Poetry1 min readSeptember 21, 2025

The Weight

Of Trauma

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10
Memoir2 min readSeptember 19, 2025

The Love that Stayed

Was Not the Love I Wanted

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11
Poetry1 min readSeptember 13, 2025

Yesterday Grief, Today Mischief

Gratitude for the extremes

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12
Memoir4 min readAugust 22, 2025

Write it in blood if you must

Thoughts on suicide

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