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Writing on the inner life.

Essays, memoir, and poetry on attention, grief, belonging, and what it means to live awake.

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Collection7 min readThe Arc of Becoming · 4June 1, 2026

Continue Here - The Arc of Becoming

Chapter 4 - Capacity and Practice

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Collection5 min readShock CollarMay 30, 2026

Shock Collar

A Short Autobiography

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Memoir1 min readShock Collar · 14May 28, 2026

The Tragedy of My Life

Shock Collar - Part 14

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Poetry1 min readMay 26, 2026

Worshiping Absence

Missing Out on Aliveness

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Poetry1 min readMay 25, 2026

Ecstasy Now

Inner Friendship

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Poetry1 min readMay 22, 2026

Leaving Hope

Severance

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Memoir3 min readMay 19, 2026

Performance Won't Earn Belonging

Neither Will Authenticity

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Memoir4 min readMay 18, 2026

Crossing the Desert

Perspective On the Distance Travelled

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Poetry1 min readMay 16, 2026

Past Future

You think your past determines your present.You think your present determines your future?

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Poetry1 min readMay 12, 2026

Nothing

Is Nothing

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Poetry1 min readMay 10, 2026

Odonata

Violent Surrender

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Poetry1 min readMay 8, 2026

The Spiral Line

Consciousness Observing Itself

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