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Poetry1 min readcontemplativeIntensity 2/5November 1, 2025

Porous

Considers the body as a porous, changing field whose boundaries expand with movement and perception, replacing the fantasy of a fixed self with participation in an environment.

embodimenttransformationattentionconsciousness and perceptionembodied awarenesswholeness through inclusion
Mode lyric meditation · prose poemMotifs porous boundary · movement and environment
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Poetry1 min readgrief-struckIntensity 3/5October 30, 2025

Faking of the Faking

Examines the recursive loss of authenticity when imitation copies imitation and performance replaces contact with an original impulse. Form survives while lived meaning becomes progressively hollow.

identitygriefrelationshipsattention as relationshipauthenticity over performancecreative courage
Mode lyric meditationMotifs mask and performance · echo and imitation · empty shell
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Poetry2 min readintimateIntensity 3/5October 24, 2025

Dating Profiles

Satirizes dating-app self-presentation by making projection, maternal longing, rejection practice, and domestic expectations explicit. The joke exposes how profiles market fantasies instead of introducing real people.

relationshipscreativityfamilycreative courageintimacy and mutual presenceimperfection and practice
Mode lyric meditation · practical framework · relational inquiryMotifs ghost and mirror
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Poetry1 min readdefiantIntensity 3/5October 16, 2025

Facing the Void

Stages surrender at the cliff where the former self and its guarantees end. Leaping becomes an act of love and faith: freedom lies not in securing a landing but in no longer requiring one.

relationshipsintimacy and mutual presence
Mode lyric meditation · relational inquiryMotifs cliff and void · leap and wings
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Poetry2 min readurgentIntensity 1/5Developmental Order · 1October 1, 2025

A Pariddle of Feral

Inside us live we have a hierarchy of creatures. This myth-poem is about captivity, ferality, and the parts of us that carry our souls to freedom.

traumafamilyidentitycreative couragemeaning-making through mythidentity after trauma
Mode lyric meditationMotifs dragon
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Poetry2 min readcontemplativeIntensity 3/5September 25, 2025

You call it a wasteland?

Some people see ruin. I see the raw material of rebirth. This is a spoken-word meditation on destruction and what can grow in its ashes.

griefalivenesscreativityimperfection and practicepersonal myth and initiationgrief as transformation
Mode lyric meditation · practical framework · mythic narrativeMotifs desert
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Poetry1 min readgrief-struckIntensity 5/5September 21, 2025

The Weight

Trauma doesn’t just wound — it weighs. This is a litany of the heaviness I’ve carried, written not to collapse under it but to name it, so it can finally be set down.

traumagriefrelationshipsgrief as transformationfear and couragebelonging without conformity
Mode lyric meditation · philosophical inquiry · relational inquiryMotifs light and darkness · wound and scar
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Poetry2 min readtenderIntensity 1/5September 18, 2025

Between the Abyss and the Void

Locates a narrow path between overwhelm and disappearance, the two directions a traumatized self can fall. Balance means remaining embodied on that edge without being consumed or erased.

belongingcreativitybelonging without conformity
Mode lyric meditationMotifs abyss and void · knife-edge line
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Poetry2 min readintimateIntensity 3/5September 17, 2025

Father to Son

Imagines the initiating words of the father the author needed and the father he hopes to become. It replaces inherited violence with guidance that joins strength, belonging, permission, and accountable love.

familybelongingrelationshipsancestral and family patternsbelonging without conformityintimacy and mutual presence
Mode lyric meditation · relational inquiryMotifs chain and bond · feet and standing · father's voice
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Poetry1 min readdefiantIntensity 1/5September 15, 2025

Right here, right now, right you

Presence can feel elusive — like something always out of reach. This piece is a playful reminder that the only doorway is the one right in front of us: here, now, and the person you already are.

transformationattention as relationshipplay as liberationwholeness through inclusion
Mode lyric meditation · prose poemMotifs doorway of the present · here and now
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Poetry1 min readgrief-struckIntensity 3/5September 13, 2025

Yesterday Grief, Today Mischief

Our moods can feel like prisons — grief, scarcity, rejection, emptiness. But they always pass, and when they do, something new arrives: mischief, lightness, curiosity. This piece is about honoring emotional extremes as teachers instead of fighting them.

griefalivenessfamilygrief as transformationplay as liberationjoy without earning
Mode lyric meditationMotifs light and darkness · wound and scar
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Poetry1 min readcontemplativeIntensity 3/5September 12, 2025

Talking to a Ghost

For years, when I looked in the mirror, I didn’t just see myself — I saw a presence that haunted me. This piece is about facing that ghost differently, and how learning to speak with it became a way of reclaiming my own reflection.

transformationattention as relationshipcapacity for discomfortwholeness through inclusion
Mode lyric meditation · prose poemMotifs ghost and mirror
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